07 January 2012 @ 12:05 pm
oh god i feel horrible  
THINGS THAT ARE NOT AWESOME
- nausea
- my reaction to surgery
- pain
- sleeping all the time
- nasal rinses
- vomiting all of the blood and mucus I've swallowed
- blood draining from my nose

THINGS THAT ARE AWESOME
- the fact that at least oxycodone gives me wicked-vivid dreams
- kitties who cuddle with me
- my mother
- the fact that my mother posts on my LJ for me
- YOU GUYS

things that are still not awesome
- this has taken pretty much all of my energy to write
- it has taken me over two and a half hours to write it because i kept passing out
- I spent 10min trying to remember how to spell 'of' (protip: it is not spelled 'ov' or 'ove')

things that are weird
- I can remember basic html but not how to spell 'of'

fun facts!
- I gave my mother my password before my surgery so she could let you guys know if I died
- I instructed her to post any and all funeral details so no one would think I was pulling one of those bullshit 'social experiments' where people pretend to die
- paranoia ftw


My mom will keep you awesome people updated. Sleep time now.
 
 
Current Mood: feel like death warmed over
 
 
( 10 comments — Leave a comment )
runenklingerunenklinge on January 7th, 2012 11:11 pm (UTC)
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuug*
get better soon.
Alenafire_tears on January 13th, 2012 01:41 am (UTC)
*HUG* Thank you! I'm hoping for a quick recovery, but surgery has knocked me on my ass this time around. I'm okay, just recovering slowly!

Turns out the oxycodone has been really interfering with my lucidity. I mean, no shit, right? But to an incredible degree, apparently it's one drug I'm not very resistant to because it knocks me flat almost as badly as the surgery itself. I've been using it very sparingly; just when the pain gets really bad.
runenklingerunenklinge on January 19th, 2012 05:55 pm (UTC)
do take it if you need it.
I have a weird tolerance regarding anaesthetics, or so it seems. I got local anaesthesia for removing a wisdom tooth once, and it was supposed to numb the part of my jaw where they'd be taking out the tooth. Just this small area and only for an hour or so. It numbed the half of my face for almost a day.
Lexi Christine ☆: SUPER DUPER FLAILING!!1 [jeb]serpentofheart on January 13th, 2012 02:39 am (UTC)
Shiiit, how did I miss all of this? *HUGS* I'M SORRY ALENA I STILL LOVE YOU. :( I hope you recover very very quickly!
Alenafire_tears on January 13th, 2012 09:05 pm (UTC)
It's okay! *HUG* I'm getting better slowly. :3 I get the tubes taken out of my nose on the 23, so hopefully that goes well. I'll be so happy once I can breathe like a normal person!
Lexi Christine ☆: oh~ [zelos]serpentofheart on January 13th, 2012 09:15 pm (UTC)
I'll be happy once you can breathe like a normal person, too! :D *HUUUUUUUUUUUG*

You're not allowed to die, okay? 8|
Alenafire_tears on January 13th, 2012 09:24 pm (UTC)
I... I wasn't planning on it... I mean, it's not like it's dangerous, they just reach in and pull them out, I don't think it's life-threatening...

...

WHAT DO YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T.
Lexi Christine ☆: oh... [kagura]serpentofheart on January 13th, 2012 09:26 pm (UTC)
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. I'D JUST BE REALLY SAD IF YOU DIED. ;_;
Alenafire_tears on January 13th, 2012 09:29 pm (UTC)
I wouldn't be sad. BECAUSE I WOULD BE DEAD. D:

Really, I think the worst that can happen is a nosebleed. :3 No need to be worried. *hug*
Lexi Christine ☆: /KILLS WITH CUTE [colette]serpentofheart on January 13th, 2012 09:31 pm (UTC)
*hugs back* ;w; JUST KEEP RECOVERING NICELY THEN.
( 10 comments — Leave a comment )